《花木兰》

看《花木兰》我哭了。
赵薇和陈坤，继《画皮》后两人再次合作，完美默契地把一些画面拍的很美.
他们没有办法结束战争，就得要一直打下去. 爱着彼此的同时,又不能让感情冲昏了头.大敌当前,就只能控制自己的情绪, 理智地去带领兵队.
除了爱情的片段让我动容以外，友情和战争的画面也震撼着我。
我的心情在赵薇的不安,挣扎,痛苦,绝望中游走.
实力派的演技,加上孙燕姿演绎《花木兰》主题曲-木兰情 .
这绝对是一部不容错过的电影!

寂寞

生命中流逝的，离去的，消逝的那些
我捉不住...
留不住的那些，的确让人感伤。

这一夜，我感受到了寂寞...

跟PH msn时，我说我忙得没时间去想寂寞。
原来我也是会寂寞的...
它不经意的就出现了，让我措手不及...

Beautiful sky

I saw this beautiful sky after I climbed up to Mount Sophia in the morning. It made me going to work with a happy smile. I thought it would be a wonderful day.

It seems cloudy when I was reading PH's blog. I didn't really look at her as someone who is lonely. She is that kinda independent girl who can backpack by herself and travel around the world for 2yrs. Through her blog, I felt a strong emotion, from someone who came to SIN alone from Seoul. Well PH, I do wish that you can get out from the bottom of your loneliness soon.

Dedicate this beautiful sky to you PH.
I do look forward to travel with you again.

安逸

我真的好爱看它熟睡的样子

OS: 我知道我忽略了你，真的很对不起baby...

疯了

觉得自己快疯了。
明明已经累得快死掉，却什么东西都做不对。
我好像变得不会唱，不会打，不会拉，不会弹，不会笑， 不会跳，不会演，不会说，不会看，不会听。

我需要突破!

冷漠

庭妹妹说我是一个冷漠的人，对家人冷淡，又抱着事不关己的态度。

她怎么没想到，我是经历了什么事之后，冷了心？
童年的阴影，让我在成长过程中比较亲近朋友。
几年前的一段不愉快的事，却瓦解了我的价值观和对朋友的信任。
我不知道要怎样去跟人相处，也开始孤立自己。
只有一些本来要好的朋友，我才会自在些。

最近，接触到了一些能带给人温暖的人。我想跟他们熟络些，却仿佛一直有障碍。
跟家人的关系，不是我选择冷淡，而是我始终格格不入。

我的冷漠，是因为我不知道要怎样，才达到大家的‘不冷漠’。
当我没有感情当我冷漠好了。
如果这种说法会舒服些...

Color mood: Grey...

My finger is in pain again, to the extend that these two days my whole left arm is no strength. If I rest my arm on the table, I need extra effort to move/ lift it up. Sounds bad... The 'no strength' state has frightened me. I feel as it I will lose my left arm soon. Went to see one TCM doctor today, he can't really diagnose the root problem with what I describe. We went thru a treatment, he give me some medicine and cream to see if it helps.

I am feeling depressed... can't help to cry when I told BB this. I know I need to let it rest but I really hate it. I don't want to think of how bad my performance will be once I rest and don't practise. No... I want to take the violin exam next year... I want to play! Give me back my strong finger!

:'(